Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Seriously...
It has been happening before...
Whenever I need distraction I dunno who to call...
It's always late in the "morning" and I dun wanna disturb ppl...
I'm not so troublesome right?
And this stupid MTV are playing all the slow songs...
Hahax ;)
I need distraction... Just anyone's voice...
[maybe I should try msn] -cheryl*
3:27 AM
Why is the world so complicated?
Especially relationships...
Why do ppl tend to make it so bad the way they say one's action?
These actions might be very simple and without any offence...
But ppl will think it otherwise...
Or maybe ppl just dun click...
I think i'm really bad at managing relationships....
Maybe because I dun have siblings?
Or I'm just really anti-social..
I can't really communicate properly with ppl...
You know... I just dun fit in...
I'm someone who can be anywhere everywhere...
But the sad thing is that I not someone who really stay as a "lasting friends" those kind...
I'm more of like a hi-bye friend...
I'm really unsure about a lot of friendship thingy
if I ever sprout a qn like "are we best friends?"
it would be so abrupt and weird..
And I probably won't have this courage...
actually I dun even noe the definition of "best friends"
and most of the time I feel very out of place...
I think I just can't blend in...
I'm weird I noe... ;)
after sec 4, will everything be a new start?
I feel so comfortable in my own comfort of friends...
Even though I might just be a passerby in their life...
[Maybe I'm just too busy until I'm just thinking a lot... Sorry...] -cheryl*
2:56 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Buah!
Today cheer ended early...
I went to my grandma's house to eat after that...
I really enjoy home cooked food now...
Especially when i'm only left one grandma now...
Ohh! And my grandma helped me with my dress too!
I came out nice...
Not like totally magnificent...
But at least better than the original plain dress...
Lots of thx to my mum and grandma!
[hope my right calf muscle will be better before the actual day :)] -cheryl*
3:04 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
Wah!
Yest is another tiring day at cheer...
Most of us strained our muscles the day before yest...
So you can imagine it being much more difficult dancing yest...
Well at least it was the situation for me... ;p
I just put the Yoko thingy.. And now my legs are burning!
It's like so hot until I can't sleep!
and today I'm gonna wake up before 8?!
Haiz~
hahax ;)
most probably sleep in sch tmr.. Zzzz~
anyways, I finally bought the materials for my dress today!
It's like totally a mad rush!
And I'm really grateful that my mum helped me with the design after I came back at around 11...
Even though she had her own work to do...
She's the best mum I can ever get!
Tmr she's gonna help me to perfect it with my grandma's sewing machine...
Love her loads!
[see ya all guys! Today! Hahax...] -cheryl*
2:50 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
hi everyone!
i have been searching for my prom dress from mon till today...
and i have found~ nothing! :(
i have been to orchard somerset bugis and woodlands...
i thought that i will finally be able to blog about me getting a prom dress today...
but i have nothing at all...
so i finally decided to use my 10 dollar dress and make it into something a little more fanciful...
i think i would rather go there "under-dress" rather than buying a dress so expensive just for one function...
want to see some nice prom dresses?
i think i better not... or you will say im so "camwhorish" again...
hahax...
[im quite pissed just now.. but too tired to spend it on someone so ass-like... anyways i also vent it out alr...] -cheryl*
10:54 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
buah!
actually on fri 'morning' i was thinking a lot before i slept at 5am..
in the end, chem mcq was horrible...
gah! there goes my hope for chem... :(
i was just thinking that it's so fast...
soon, we are all gonna seperate alr...
i thought of the friendship i have...
and mostly the problems this year...
much regret but lots of fun...
gah! and someone is so goddamn irritating!
im so frustrated about it!
i noe my blog is so not like a sec 4's writing...
but who cares!
i will be updating about you all my friends!
soon? :P
[hahax the writing part and the irritating part actually refers to two different things :)] -cheryl*
11:36 AM
hi everybody!
i realised i havent been here for almost 4 months!
today i come here to show you all my new look!
hahax~
before: keep my fringe long enough to pin it up for o's :)
the only pic from my iphone also :P
after: just took it!
i cut my fringe myself! :)
hahax... i guess it will be a very obvious failure if i ever tie my hair up...
i sort of regretted cutting it myself after seeing how bad it was...
but i alter my parting so that i looks better...
i cut it toooooo straight!
hahax if you understand that...
i noe i noe... im so zilian and camwhorish right?
hahax... but no choice right? :P lolz...
even after o's, everyone is still so"busy"...
hahax maybe im just toooo free....
anyways i will be updating my blog until i go korea!
and then i will be back with more pictures!
[i dunno if ppl still read my blog :P] -cheryl*
12:01 AM
