now everything we have learnt came into good use..
so negatively...
why... pls dun give up now....
we are waiting for you to wake up and talk to us...
anything... anything will do...

im jealous...
im stupid...
im easily irritated...
im not in the mood to do anything...
i get carried away by my mood...
i feel that time is running out...
but im not doing anything to change all these...

i had a great bdae!
hahax thx everyone!

esp vivian and tenna and jingwen?
for waking up early in the morning to buy food?
hahax... and cake!
thx a lot!
ohh and vivian did something for me to eat!
thank you!

esp linghui and pearlyn
hahax thx for the cards! and cute little toys!
i love it!
thx for doing it i really really appreciate it a lot!
and companying me till the end...
hahax end of my bdae... :P

esp clarissalim siaoyi elissa
they, including linghui and pearlyn, ate dinner with me tonight! after the motivational talk...
although most of us are pretty worn out..
hahax... but it was a pity that elissa left early before the pearlyn and the cake arrive!
i really got a surprised when pearlyn appeared with the cake right in front of me...
hahax... thx a lot! it was a great ending for my bdae night!
hahax!

esp huili melissa lixin yeekeat chunhui clarissagoh gwyneth clarisse angie mingqi valencia and more!
they wished me a happy bdae today...
hahax not much but it mean a lot to me!
and i really thx them for making it a happier day!
in the morning, i was flooded with the "happy birthday!" greetings!
hahax... esp lixin and melissa... i didnt noe they were waiting for me in front of the staff room corridor when they spot me walking on the link bridge...
then a blast of "happy birthday!" when i walked into the classroom...
just a pity that i was on the phone! hahax...
hahax and valencia forgotten my bdae but nvm...
im not a very good friend to rmb some of my friend's bdae too :P
huili seems like in a bad mood today but she did wished me a happy bdae...
hahax.. so hope that that thing she is bothered about will be solved soon!
and many others that added joy into my bdae!
the motivational talk was fun with my friends around...
and hahax... we reminisce about those games we played during primary sch days when it was lunch break!

and finally thanks everyone else for the bdae song?
hahax maybe they might not really mean it but then they actually sang it!
hahax... although very messy... :P

LOVE YOU FRIENDS!
i cant express how touched am i and how much i appreciate your efforts and your company...
and really i am true to these words... (I swear :P)
hahax... overall, thanks a lot for making my sixteenth bdae a extremely happy day!

aiyo! everyone is getting on the trend!
the trend of crying and it ends up that i would cry tooo!
dun bother with everything that happens...
dun be so stuborn....
be yourself and the things you want will appear in front of you...
hahax... magical!
ohh and dun forget opportunities...
grab the chance when its the only time you get...
but do it with contentment...
hahax... ok im getting into those philosopy mode alr...
aiyo seeing people getting breakdowns in front of me is really a sad thing...
i feel so helpless and darn retarded...
even such a small thing i cant help...
haiz...
you all must stay strong!
i will be there if i can help..
but im supa emotional...
dun get me crying like mad...
maybe its something that everyone has to go through...
its something to be overcomed...

Yo everybody!
very long never post alr...
hahax posts appear only when there is event coming up!
my birthday eve post...
hahax! but i dun feel the mood of being a birthday girl... yet?
hahax...
wow... all i can say is "what a sec 4 life..."
hahax... its totally filled with works to do everyday...
and many topics to think about... squeeze brain juice...
and even the teachers are getting mad?
lolz...
or maybe they are born with it...
you noe.. like problematic and temperamental? and sensitive!
in short... most are insane!
lolz..
i feel like eating a cake... :P
random...
but i sudddenly tot that if i got company which rmbs my birthday im contented enough...
hahax... maybe adding the part that i need to eat a cake... :P
as in even i myself cant rmb everyone's bdae...
and moreover my bdae is at the start of the year...
hahax...
just hope that this year is not going to be the worst! (in all aspects)