HI!

it seems like i have not been posting for a long time...

so eager to post this is because i had been feeling sad and happy at the same time... :(

but i post mostly because sadness overwhelm the happiness more... (sorry to jolene but this time there's at least a little happy stuff to cheer this blog and those who read it... :P)

so should i say what's happy recently or what's unhappy recently first?

ok the happy ones first!
- im gotta see she in peson ler!!! i mean like the autograph session... :P
- its the second time i watch she concert!!! and its totally free!!! :P hahax
- got to noe loads of new friends! (just because of she fc!!! :P)
- shaked hands with selina!!!
- took a lot of she pics!!!
- secretly took video of them during concert!!!
- took pics of fahrenheit too!!!
- saw the mv (that we are gonna sing) at the concert!!! VERY NICE!!!
- i redeem the cover that i didnt the other time!!! HEBE's cover!!! :P
- fahrenheit is gonna have a new song out on 1st august!!!! AH~!!!
- i had a very very nice weekends ba...

but the sad ones...
- i didnt get to shake hebe's and ella's hands!!! :'(
- they didnt wave to the camera!!!
- the pics i took were blurz... :P
- celebrating my mom's birthday was a failure... :(
- linghui's sis got to take pics with AARON!!!! :'( [not showing me how he look
like now... :'(]
- most ppl shouting at me today!!! :(
- m i that irritating? :(
- i still dunno what is the fc's web... ;(
- i could get another cover but just scared being caught... :P
- i missed going to she's departure!!!
- aiya quite a lot lah... (cant rmb altogether so add on if i rmb...)

heehee... but now all my feelings gone ler lah!!!
my mother siao one... make my feelings gone instantly!!! grrr!!!!! ;(

There's something in my heart...

something which no matter what i do... it wont come out....

im emotionally tired... tired... really tired...

tired of crying already....

but...

crying could be the only way i can relieve myself...

that's why humans are create to save themselves... help themselves....

cause only they themselves can understand...

only they themselves can accept the opinion they want to...

so ppl must try to understand or comprehend themselves...

the real inner self of yours...

not the one that was influenced by reality...

by all the factors out there in the world...

so think carefully...

and be the real you...

or you will regret it... you will regret hiding yourself....

being so tired in the end...

----------------------- to be continue... :)-------------------------