束一个马尾 束起所有伤悲
不许有后悔 在我眼前乱飞

女生的柔美 只有自信能给
这秒钟不想爱也不想谁

将照片撕毁 以为就会OK
为和有泪水 钻进我枕头内

上天爱捣鬼 爱将我给连累
下雨时不能吃也不能睡 [ohh~~~]

是与非的对垒 爱得我好气馁 好疲惫 [yeah~]
可恶的是道别的嘴 说的誓言在我耳边会逆回

仿佛你只需静静看我一眼 就能够解读我爱你这弱点
思念太明显 还是你太危险 比我更了解我心田

仿佛我只需轻轻的闭上眼 就看透我们有默契这一点
思念再不减 我愿意冒个险 请你将与痊愈有多远

ohh~
looking through the window~
what do you see~
something dark and big what i could see~
hahax~
the weather i meant~
the sky colour is dark and the sky is vast, big~
hahaz~
ohh~ seems so sad~
but dunno why im damn high now~
randomness flowing in my blood man!
hahaz~
ohh yar~
the ex-interact tee is such a comfortable shirt to wear man!
although i hate it last time~
but at least its much better than now our IJYM tee~
-broooooom-
the thunder roars!
hahax~
getting very high as you can see~
hahaz~

DEDICATION TIME!:

HAPPY BITHDAY TO HUILI~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUILI!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUILI~!

>>> red=jiro wang dong cheng orh~

[HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUILI! pardon for the randomness above~ lolz~] -cheryl*

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OHH YA!!!
one more thing!
i have a friend that is seriously oblivious to the pain ppl feel...
its like damn pain and she still can say nvm it will heal fast one la.. so paranoid for what~
-roll eyes thousand times-
seriously damn pain until cannot move lor!
oblivious oblivious...
even when im complaining to her about it
urgh~ nvm~
cause i just wanna skip ss test the following day~
but it proved me wrong...
i could still write~
in a messy way~
hahax...

did i mention how weak i m?
i could cry even at the slightest remark of how useless and stupid i m~
im damn pampered!
and wouldnt want to expose myself to the reality outside...
im weak...
seriously weak...
and i hate this
i hate me!
how to change into someone daring.? courageous.?
i dare not try...
i dare not listen to ppl's bad remarks on me...
im just as useless as you could imagine...

but the slightest change i could do...
is when i have my friends and family around to support me~
this is where i will go wild
the crazy side of me
that i really enjoy~
i dun mind being like this forever (if i could)
cause i feel real happy when i got friends with my enjoying the fun...
buti noe some will dislike this side of me...
but like i say~ who cares?!
as long as i have my friends with me i will feel safe for anything..
even the comments im scared of...

seriously~
i think my brain got prob man!
i couldnt even understand simple eng until i feel so dumb that i wanna cry la!

today impromtu speech:
pride goes before a fall

and guess what?
i totally read the opposite...
its like the first that comes to mind is the two keywords:
PRIDE then FALL
thus i totally tot it was like PRIDE first then FALL...

argh then i totally crap!
like a senseless person without brains...
just because i forgot the BEFORE!

actually i seriously have a problem understanding that i had weird scoldings and weird misinterpretations of what the person is conveying...
this occurs not only once man!
its many! countless! :( :(

seriously feel like cryin man!
such a simple language
a language that is widely used
and i could afford to fail badly
the only one who fail in my whole class
seriously hopeless man!

i think i seriously need to start from the basics again
basics as in primary sch
or even kinergarden!
such a dumb brain out to fail my eng!
argh!
im seriously hopeless man!
like such a simple and commonly used language i could fail!
even fail to understand!
ARGH!!! DAMN ANGRY AT MYSELF!!!
ARGH!!!!!! I CANT STAND MY STUPIDITY!!!!

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
ehh ehh vivian lets show how rou ma we are

i will never grow up! says:
huh

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
lol

i will never grow up! says:
omg

like a map with no ocean says:
awww honeyyyy, why are you ignoring me.

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like a map with no ocean says:
it hurts me as if needles are poking thru my vulerable heart to see you

like a map with no ocean says:
AYE I CANNOT CONRTD LAH@Q

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
ims seriously laughing like mad in front of the screen!

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
lol

like a map with no ocean says:
-.-

i will never grow up! says:
vivian u shenjingbing ah

like a map with no ocean says:
where got shengjinbing, qingaide

i will never grow up! says:
omg

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
lol

i will never grow up! says:
u are freaking me out

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

like a map with no ocean says:
Eh lets give her our rou ma side!

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
like how i was freaking her out yest

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
lol

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
i think vivian more rou ma then me lor!

like a map with no ocean says:
where got (shy shy)

i will never grow up! says:
lol

cheryl* =] I SERIOUSLY LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! WHY DUN BE MY GF~ HAHAHAHAHAX! says:
-pukes

i will never grow up! says:
wahlao hai me knock my head against the wall

like a map with no ocean says:
HAHAHHAHHAH!

-another rou ma post! lolz~ and comedy in it~ LOL!

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE
keeps us going round~

LOVE LOVE LOVE
I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!
rmb that!

LOVE LOVE LOVE
LOVE is in the air~
with you all and me~
LOVE surrounds us~
LOVE YA!

LOVELOVELOVE!!! <3

[LOVEly post! dedicate to all i noe and all who know me! <3] -cheryl*

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