ohh!
i nearly forgot to post an important post today!
hahax...




{hahax... pics too unglam alr.. so minimise it :P considering that i put alot of my friends unglam pics... i 'sacrifice' a little lor~ :P lol!}

some hair style i had today...
lolz...
and was done by Ling Hui Clarissa and Elissa!
lolz~
we were that bored during the chinese free period man...
and i got to train my abs at the same time...
hahax...

then when the last hairstyle was done, it was already maths lesson!
lolz...
thus i took the class test with some 'glamouress' hairstyle i had...
lolz...
lucky i couldnt see it or i will be freaking out..
lolz...

[crazy credits to LINGHUI CLARISSA ELISSA! -heeheez :) post for you!] -cheryl*

today...
i...
very very...
'LOW'...

i dunno why but it just seems like i cant be back to my normal state..

anyways, recently, things are changing...
but its not for me to conclude whether issit good or bad..

also, im not handing in my homeworks very frequently...
which means disaster!
hope i will just need to pass my eoy...

and this week have a lot of surprise test!

im done with my article!
and im so relieve now :p
although i have more homeworks to go... :P
im glad and grateful that this week we arent having any test...
its a nice time to relax and revise :)

woah~
just now i exercise on my own on my stomach until nearly vomitted...
scary...
hahax...
but i still got my rounds to do :)
JIA YOU JIA YOU JIA YOU!
for EOY and MUSCLES!
and CIP HOURS!
and CCA!

I FINALLY GOT TO GO OUT!
hahax.. sounded so desparate...
but just that others are so pre-occupied..
and some just dun want to go out...
thus... thx valencia for going out with me :)
guess this will be my last time going out...
not until eoy ends...

aww~
my mum is so poor thing...
her bdae but we didnt have anything special for her today...
but i guess she will be happier if i did pass and promote to sec4 with flying colours...
so for her belated bdae present...
and my sake for not being a retainee...
i guess i will pull through my EOY! :)
just that my eng needs to be improved... :P

urgh!
because of me being a glutton, i ate my morning snack just now..
which is an energy bar...
and now it causes me to have sleeping difficulties man!
argh!

urgh!
very angry and sad and disappointed with myself!
everyone is getting higher marks than me!
other subjects i will not really care...
but my chinese!
although i should be glad that i improved but its still not up to my expectation!
especially after knowing that those who didnt really do well in chinese a few years back, scoring higher than me!
i very bu gan xin! (dunno how to translate la!)
grr!
i nearly cry over this man!
even past time competitors are topping the class with flying colours!
argh! urgh!

additional info...

- says:
wth! there's a 'Siaoyi Village' too.. HAHAHAHAH! i'm laughing like shit now

siaoyi so damn funnyae!
she went to search her name on some search engine (google i think)..
and found something funnyae!

- says:
omg cheryl! i'm a road name!!! O_O .
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- says:
lol
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still can find jingyi's blog and my wretch
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AND BBALL BLOG! lol
- says:
no wonder rachelsim said she read it ><
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LOL AND HUILI'S BLOG! .
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- says:
i realised a lot of places have 'Siaoyi Road'
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O_O
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in taiwan also got.. wahahahahah!
- says:
and there's a 'siaoyi' account on youtube. lol
- says:
and facebook got 'Siaoyi Ella' LOLLLL
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i'm so proud of my name >.<

lolz~ guess she really take joy on these results...
lol!
anyways...
to me...
i wouldnt want my name to be a road name :P
no offence :P

very distracted today...
from morning guitar lesson...
too the late afternoon...
even waiting for bus...

hmm~ some friendship cant buy...
but how do you reach that stage?
heehee...
just sometimes when you see others with such balanced relations...
you will feel envious rite? :P
hehe...
hope everyone can have their envious friendship!

sometimes... whenever you feel low and doesnt have the will to carry on mentally...
looking at our sngs spirit will really touches you :)
i just noe recently that vanessa who we prayed previously had made slow and steady improvements :)
its indeed a very good achievement! dun you think so?
she have a very strong will to carry on with her life...
but i guess she wants to be more independent :)
hahax.. cause she keeps yanking off the tube that feeds her...
lolz~

and recently another two ij girls are involved in a serious car accident...
two girls... one p6 and another who is enrolled in our sch next year as p1 was hit by a truck along with their mother...
they are now in the hospital with her mother and the younger sister in stable condition...
but who will noe the future...
and the p6 student being in unstable condition in ICU...

it very very saddening... especially when such young children who might have a bright future ending up in the hospitals... while some of us are trying to end our life for simple reasons...

hope sngs spirit will pull through with them &
let sngs spirit pull through with them! :)
maybe we cant do much but i believe in our sincerity... in our prayers... :)
i trust in miracles and miracles does exist!
like how we helped vanessa :)

rmb! we are physically and mentally abled thus do something to help those we can!
and put a stop to hose useless thoughts of ending your life over small matters :)
think POSITIVE! believe EVERYONE is here for a MEANING and to HELP YOU!

woah!
today i survive on doughnuts and chee cheong fan with siew mai only man!
both are very fattening lah!
:( :(
urgh... my tummy!

ohh ohh and i realised that my couz study at temasek poly man!
then thurs might get to see him...
but i bet we will be like -awkwardawkward-
lolz...

wooo~!
yesterday when with huili to gary's concert :)
it was nice man!

hahax but at the beginning gary alr started crying...
when he sang wu gu and dan shu...
i cried too... hahax...
dun you think both of these songs are very suitable for crying? :P

and towards the middle of the concert..
gary became very high and horny man!
lolz~
he kissed a lady who doesnt noe how to speak chinese...
[huili was very aggrevated here :P]
and he flirted with genie man!
using a mic together to finish the song...
imagine how close their faces are!

towards the end...
it was quite touching too :)
he sincerly thanked everyone :)

by the way...
aska yang was there as an audience too!

it was an enjoyable night :)
at least better than angela's one :)

ohh! and clarissa lim got free tix lah!
qian bian man!

guess im pathetic...

ah! recently i flunk all my test!
as in the more effort i put in studying for it the more i fail!
grr!
im only afraid of not being able to promote to sec4!
urgh...
this seems further and further from me...
haiz...
seems like everyone is getting depress more often...
i heard that those who have depression would never noe they have this illness..
thats scary!
AH! :P

OHOHOHH!
today got the music awards in taiwan!
and GARY got the BEST MALE SINGER!
bet HUILI will be DAMN HAPPY!
still rmb last year gary didnt get the award...
huili as like cursing the other one who took the award....
lolz~
ohohoh! and i bet this upcoming concert in singapore will be more interesting!
especially the popularity and love from singapore fans!
he sure will do something very special in this concert!
because of the happiness of winning the best male singer awards!

AND! TANYA CHUA got the BEST FEMALE SINGER!
so happy! i mean like her first production and she got an incredibly big award!
and also she won the producer award too!
both are such a meaningful award!
do singapore proud man! :P

haixz~
i seriously need a luck change...
almost everything i have/decide/plan/thought...
isnt following my way...
haiz...

nvm... you can go ahead and abandon me...
cause must believe that after all this 'obstacles'...
things will appear better :)

i shall make this blog a little more lively!
I LOVE MY FRIENDS!
hahax...
although EOYs and O-levels is nearing...
they are still willing to go crazy into my lala-land with me =D
anyways...
LETS STRIVE FOR As THE REST OF THE YEAR!

OMG! dun you feel damn stressed out when your parents keeps reminding you about your results almost everyday? i feel damn stress now... i mean like i know those are for your own good... but now i feel hopeless than having the drive to study hard for the upcoming EOY... i mean like im not a genius... and i not hardworking... and futhermore i dun have any plans! omg~ now almost very day im on a verge of crying man! and seeing all my friends preparing and studying... makes it worst... haiz... going out for entertainment isnt as carefree as last time anymore... its like a burden... when you have time for those entertainments why you dun use it for better use... urgh.. i dun want to be tied down... although we as students are suppose to "do our duties" or you'll regret in the future... but have you considered about passion before? haiz... i think im just thinking too much and not taking any actions on it... thats why i feel so stress... MUST TAKE ACTION! 1st: PLAN ; 2nd: FOLLOW ; 3rd: SUMMARIES!