SCHOOL HOLIDAYS!!!!

but i no money to spend lerz...
really wish got sme activity that is cheap... saves money... and is totally fun!!!

but it so obvious that nothing of these kind is possible... unless you create something out of it... :(

so now im getting lazier and lazier.... i cant even concentrate on anything ler mah!!! concentrate...CONCENTRATE... CONCENTRATE!!!!

im a little sort ler lah... those kind of nothing much to do... though got loads of hw that kind... so FAN!!!

i think i really need to find something to change these troublesome habits!!!

cant stand any of them lerz!!!!! ;@

hi ppl!
These few days were quite nice... clear blue sky... calming and soothing... if you notice it... but so sad i wasnt able to take a shot of it...
However, today it started pouring... maybe because of those sadness that is piled up today or just the mood of most of them today...

today... everybody got back their maths test paper...
yup, obviously loads didnt fair well for it...
but then i passed!!!'

but if i tell you i really feel very sad over something... regarding some friend over this paper... i dun think you will believe or maybe think i quite a hypocrite...

Actually, sometimes do you feel like you noe how it feels to be in the situation your friend is going through?
you want to try to calm them down but just dun have the right actions coming out or even the talent to do so...
im just one like that... someone who told me that i wasnt a good one and totally ruin the whole idea of encouraging or helping my friends when they are down was VTay...

i just you would know who right?
so now all i can do was to just stay beside those friends who need accompany or encouragements...

who can teach my how to do things right? HAIZ...

Create your own Friend Test here try this out!!!

today.... i very sad...
suddenly alot thinking...

m i that useless?
whats my purpose of living?
how to find it?
how to make the things you prepare for the event to be useful?
why is the stage so scary?
why people have stage fright?
why can some of them stop talking about the stage things when the rehearsing is more important?
why some gave in so much but nothing came out of it?
why my voice just can project out in front of people?
how do people get those confidence to stand in front of a whole group of people and speak aloud?
can i ever find these?
when will that day come?
when will i find that confidence of mine?
m i too serious with the words of what my friends told me?
how to not easily give up with those embarrassments?
how to conquer or overcome the things you are scared of?


ok that sounds quite depressing....
[i dun have any ending to end it with though...]
or maybe may god bless you ;p