something i didnt want to show...

the blank post are all the hidden feelings...

hope to be hidden as it can be...

(somethin you gotta know..) -cheryl*

IM SO SORRY MUMMY!!!! :'(

我哭了。。。
哭得好伤心。。。 但好像没学到太多嘞。。。 ：P
[因为阴天时悔过日。。 ：P 好像因该学到更多的耶。。。 ：P]哈哈。。。
我好喜欢用华语表达复杂的心情哦。。。

今天哭了。。。
是因为提到家人： 爸爸，妈妈，外婆，婆婆。。。
就哭得稀里哗啦的。。。
哈哈。。。 所以其他以外好像没有听进去嘞。。。 ：P
好伤心哦。。。
但朋友的关系好像没有太好嘞。。。
还是有点处于不相谈的感觉哦。。。

我必须承认我不是一个很会去维持良好关系的一个人。。。
好像如果有冲突的话，我不会说一些适当的话来解围。。。
总会弄巧成拙。。。
所以总会有点遗憾。。。 没作出行动来挽救。。。
嗨~ 所以总希望能学会这种恰当的话。。。
真希望能找出谈得来的话吧。。。 ：）

对不起。。。

像疯子乱讲一篇。。。

STUPID PEOPLE!!!

DUMBASS!!!

GO AND DIE LA....

今天我觉得有点难过。。。
因为。。。 因为。。。。。。
今天当着我面前。。。 吵吵闹闹的。。。 非常热烈的讨论起“黑糖玛奇多”
我唯一告诉的人却跟别人一起用大声地。。。非常特别的大声地说起“黑糖玛奇多”
有点狠！！！ 有点恨！！！
我只想跟一个人说是因为总是没有人可以讨论的。。。。 所以忍不住说了。。。
但总觉得如果我没说。。。 没有太多人会知道的了。。。我也可以独自拥有了。。。
但是不可能了。。。
可是也明明之中。。。 把他们的人气提升了。。。 也给了他们更多的支持者。。。
有点‘百感交集’吧。。。
不过也有开心的事啦。。。
[我要独自拥有“黑糖玛奇多”!!!!!! {可不要在我面前大大声的讨论！最讨厌了！}] -cheryl*

YEAH!!! 1 WEEK OF EXAM OVER LER!!!

but monday still got one paper more to go... [chinese]

None of the less i still feel VERYVERY tired.... and happy... [of course]

let me review what happened the whole week ba...

> MONDAY
i was like very very scared that i will fail my geog lah..
do you noe how many times i fail my geog from the start of this year...
so i study at the last min cause i can rmb the info easier... and within a short period of time it is still be fresh in my mind..
so i study until 3am... [although i rmb ms tan saying that the latest time is to sleep at 11.30pm...]
then luckily i got sleep [after bathing around 4am] because initially i decided not to sleep so that tml can go sch earlier..
and i got rest [not really enough but ok] to do the both paper...[eng compo and geog]
after the test... i was really glad that it was real easy... and totally 放下一块大石头 [dunno how to say in eng :P]

> TUESDAY
yup tuesday i got two test papers... but i forgotten what are the two papers ler leh...
wait.. let me recall...
if im not wrong.. its chi and hist...
.... MY GOSH!!! .... HIST!!!
its like DIFFICULT to revise so i did not revise much... and then the paper...
its equally DIFFICULT!!!
GRR!!! angry at the test!!! :(
then chi.. i dun even noe if i got choose the right essay topic that im good in... -.-
difficult to choose... difficult to choose...

> WEDNESDAY
wednesday i got sci... SCI!!! and eng compre...
sci was like three different feelings...
BIO- DAMN EASY
PHYSIC- NEURAL/ DIFFICULT
CHEM- DAMN DIFFICULT
and moreover i dun have pencil to draw the drawings in the PHYSIC PAPER!!!
[ANGRY ANGRY]
then eng compre was like a little difficult cause some paragraph i totally blurred diao...
dun understand what its saying...
haiz all i left with is just hope ler ba...

> THURSDAY
we had only got one paper... which is MATHS
i was very worried that i will fail as the last half semester i totally 'deproved' a lot...
but to my surprise the first paper was DAMN EASY... [to me la... cause alot also find that paper 2 is much mre easier than paper 1]
but then i missed out a blank as i was like trying to solve the first few question too long and when i returned to the qquestion i skipped, i didnt have enough time to finish up the last few equations...
then paper 2 was like difficult on the last few questions!
my last question is totally wrong ler lah!!!
and my qn 7 i got stuck like 15 mins!!! but luckily i think [i think only, not very confident] i found the ans... except 2 of them...

> FRIDAY
ONLY ONE PAPER TOO! which is the eng lit paper...
but i was totally on a bad condition doing the paper...
SLEPPLY UNTIL I WASTED ABOUT 10 MINS!! [just to sleeep :P]
then i nearly wasnt able to finish the paper and scribbled like mad on the writing paper until the paper was like a blue marks everywhere... or considered kam chye...
then i felt the i wasnt even answering to the question lor...
SOME MORE! i was like lack of words on that day... no matter how i tried to think about an adjective, there wasnt any word flashing through my mind!
so my essay seemed like all the simple words chained together...
haiz... i think now all i can do is to wish for good marks ler...

> SATURDAY [today]
i felt real weak... cause i had a very irregular sleep.. and also causing me to feel very 反胃 [dunno what is it in english]...
haiz.. just a very tired day i can say...