PISSED AT GURUNG!
PISSED AT WTH STUPID REFLECTION THING!
PISSED ABOUT CCA!
PISSED ABOUT THE DAMN ATTITUDE THAT THE GENERAL OFFICE PPL GAVE!
PISSED AT STREOTYPE PPL!
PISSED AT THE SOCIETY!
PISSED AT UNFEELING PPL!
PISSED AT SLOW UPDATES!
PISSED AT INDECISIVE PPL!
PISSED AT IRONIES!
PISSED AT CHILDISH PPL!
PISSED AT PROBLEMATIC PPL!
PISSED AT THOSE WHO GAVE ME THAT DAMN ATTITUDE AND I WASNT QUICK ENOUGH TO REBUTT!
PISSED AT STUPID STRESS THAT JUST EXIST INVISIBLY!
PISSED AT MONEY PROBLEMS!
PISSED AT LAST MIN CHANGES AND INFORMS!
PISSED AT MYSELF FOR BEING NOT CONFIDENT!
actually if i really do a list it would really be inifinity...
i believe a lot of ppl also have these angry moods to vent...
recently most and damn pissed at that idiotic gurung...
if she finds it (me and my phone calls) irritating...
then i find her more irritating man!
esp the irresponsiblities, the nuisance of her actions and behaviours!
also! money problems really comes even more problematic when its economy crisis...
i dun wanna trouble my parents to spend even more then they should...
and others also are having trouble too...
like my uncle is having trouble with his company
and her own daughter...
cause she's really very spoilt...
like almost everything i have and its new or cool gadgets she would want...
but its not my fault anyways...
cause im trying to cover it from her...
but either her mum or my mum would mention about the gadget...
so i have no choice but to show her...
but she should really stop this habit of hers man!
its like she wants almost everything expensive and rarely uses them...
so waste of money...
i wonder what to do to change this habit of hers man...
i hate seeing ppl so worried...
and thinking back...
i really can cry at anything...
cry at surprise moments...
cry at over laughters...
cry at grateful moments...
cry at shocked moments...
cry when listening to song...
cry when listening to others' problem...
cry when i feel helpless....
cry at angry moments...
cry at sad moments...
cry when im thinking too much...
cry when someone is just telling me off... (not even in a scolding manner)
cry when stress...
cry when everything goes wrong...
hahax the list is just getting more and more... :P
and now my mum is nagging about her life experiences...
i noe she just want me to prevent from having the same bad experiences...
but its really non-stop going...
hahax...
anyways i decide to go visit my grandfather myself tml before going for the chiangrai trip...
partially to pray for my grandma for the success and speedy recovery of her upcoming sugery...
and partially to visit him because it seems so disrepectful and so bad that i last visited like long ago... :P
hahax... today i was being weird too...
going all the way to outram with such a heavy bag...
then to amk and then back to sengkang...
hahax i could have just take the purple line directly to the sengkang...
like a sudden decision cause i tot tml i wont be going to grandma house...
so must at least meet her up before going the trip!
hahax but i never meet up with my other grandma leh... :P
[sensitive sensitive... im just being a nuisance here so pls ignore this post :) but you might be included inside :P muahahahahax! btw i think clarissa lim is like so accurate at guessing how i feel man! she totally noes me! i think i very slow at reacting to ppl's feeling thats why i seems very insensitive but cant help it that im slow :P] -cheryl*
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