i lost it~
im inconsistent you must noe~
im sorry if i have dissapoint you all~
recently im losing all my concentration~
i find life without a goal is difficult in this reality~
and being brain-less is a worser problem~
how i wish to go back into childhood~
im a coward~
im a fool~
i talk without thinking~
so im sorry for those whom i hurt~
life really makes things difficult if you dun have the consistency~
if you dun have the focus~
if you dun have an aim~
so im having a great difficulty here~
[i dunno what the heck im crapping about but dun take it too real~ i mean like some things need to be let out~ i dun wish to keep it all in~ i experienced it before and i saw someone who surpress her feelings today~ i feel very very sad for her~ she should let it out~ stop seeing the 'faces' of others~ (ok im crapping again~ sorry)] -cheryl*
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