did i mention how weak i m?
i could cry even at the slightest remark of how useless and stupid i m~
im damn pampered!
and wouldnt want to expose myself to the reality outside...
im weak...
seriously weak...
and i hate this
i hate me!
how to change into someone daring.? courageous.?
i dare not try...
i dare not listen to ppl's bad remarks on me...
im just as useless as you could imagine...

but the slightest change i could do...
is when i have my friends and family around to support me~
this is where i will go wild
the crazy side of me
that i really enjoy~
i dun mind being like this forever (if i could)
cause i feel real happy when i got friends with my enjoying the fun...
buti noe some will dislike this side of me...
but like i say~ who cares?!
as long as i have my friends with me i will feel safe for anything..
even the comments im scared of...