today.... i very sad...
suddenly alot thinking...

m i that useless?
whats my purpose of living?
how to find it?
how to make the things you prepare for the event to be useful?
why is the stage so scary?
why people have stage fright?
why can some of them stop talking about the stage things when the rehearsing is more important?
why some gave in so much but nothing came out of it?
why my voice just can project out in front of people?
how do people get those confidence to stand in front of a whole group of people and speak aloud?
can i ever find these?
when will that day come?
when will i find that confidence of mine?
m i too serious with the words of what my friends told me?
how to not easily give up with those embarrassments?
how to conquer or overcome the things you are scared of?


ok that sounds quite depressing....
[i dun have any ending to end it with though...]
or maybe may god bless you ;p