Tuesday, January 26, 2010
hey!
since my blog is so dead... i decided to post something today :)
now i'm sortta preparing for my job interview, which will be held later on this day..
i loathes interviews...
i will get all jittery and stuff....
i just hate impromptu things...
anyways they needed some documents and i found out i couldnt find my testimonial!
so i flipped through all the stacks of papers that i had pile up since prelims...
it was so tiring! i mean i didnt pack my room :P and i just made it messier :P
by luck, when i was gonna throw all the papers back into there original dump, i found my testimonial!
I sincerely thank god! i mean i tot i will be digging through the whole night for that piece of paper...
after that, i went to iron my clothes...
i didnt noe ironing jeans was such a tedious chore...
i mean it's my first time ironing my jeans... two pair to be exact...
and i realised you need to align the seam properly...
haiz... i ended up with a burnt pinky and a slightly burnt ring finger...
hahax :P
it still hurts man~ like initially cant really stretch... but now it's better...
just a little stingy pain :) but not that bad that i cant sleep with it :)
i hope the interview will pass smoothly.. and we will be hired :)
i mean it will be a little disappointing if your friend passes and you dun...
or rather the fact that you're not hired? :P
but it's just for experience :)
[i need to figure out what's my good and bad points...] -cheryl*
3:35 AM
Sunday, January 3, 2010
i've been neglecting my blog ehh?
hahax :) a lot of things happened during dec and nov...
and i guess i tarnished my promise about the long post that i was suppose to blog before i went korea... :P
nvm.. i guess i will update it someday or maybe just leave it behind in the year of 2009 :)
i seriously have a really bad feeling of 2010...
especially when the start of the year seems so ominous to me..
just these very very weird feelings that just keep bothering me...
haiz.. hope that it's just my inconsistent sleep that is causing this..
[a new year, a new start rite?] -cheryl*
5:25 AM
Thursday, December 3, 2009
i wanted to post a every long post about the past few weeks...
i guess im just too lazy.. :P
maybe it will be up tmr or fri :)
just suddenly thought of something sad...
i was watching dbsk's looking at the sunset/ picture of you/ afterglow mv..
and i realised things have change no matter how you deny it...
it's like something that pulls a string in my heart while i watched this mv...
it's such a sad thing that some friendship breaks down...
and it's sort of like you're not wanted, not needed anymore...
but you will never know your place in your friend's heart...
only if ppl are mushy enough... :P
so i am not one to complain since something similar happen to me...
i dun think i will be doing anything to mend it anymore...
i give up...
maybe it all comes down to the "feelings" that we, humans, are gifted...
it can be destructive...
yet it is something that made us humans right?
without it we will be "heartless", "inhuman"...
difficult and confusing yet precious?
hahax :)
i just wish everyone's friendship will last!
especially this final year!
(or is it too late to say this? :P)
ohh! i need a note to self for the upcoming trip:
- update the very long post
- update my iphone music and videos
- pack my inner wears
- eat macs latest promo
- eat dinner at my house's coffeeshop
- arrange my phone's apps
[... and more if i rmbs] -cheryl*
1:37 AM
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Seriously...
It has been happening before...
Whenever I need distraction I dunno who to call...
It's always late in the "morning" and I dun wanna disturb ppl...
I'm not so troublesome right?
And this stupid MTV are playing all the slow songs...
Hahax ;)
I need distraction... Just anyone's voice...
[maybe I should try msn] -cheryl*
3:27 AM
Why is the world so complicated?
Especially relationships...
Why do ppl tend to make it so bad the way they say one's action?
These actions might be very simple and without any offence...
But ppl will think it otherwise...
Or maybe ppl just dun click...
I think i'm really bad at managing relationships....
Maybe because I dun have siblings?
Or I'm just really anti-social..
I can't really communicate properly with ppl...
You know... I just dun fit in...
I'm someone who can be anywhere everywhere...
But the sad thing is that I not someone who really stay as a "lasting friends" those kind...
I'm more of like a hi-bye friend...
I'm really unsure about a lot of friendship thingy
if I ever sprout a qn like "are we best friends?"
it would be so abrupt and weird..
And I probably won't have this courage...
actually I dun even noe the definition of "best friends"
and most of the time I feel very out of place...
I think I just can't blend in...
I'm weird I noe... ;)
after sec 4, will everything be a new start?
I feel so comfortable in my own comfort of friends...
Even though I might just be a passerby in their life...
[Maybe I'm just too busy until I'm just thinking a lot... Sorry...] -cheryl*
2:56 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Buah!
Today cheer ended early...
I went to my grandma's house to eat after that...
I really enjoy home cooked food now...
Especially when i'm only left one grandma now...
Ohh! And my grandma helped me with my dress too!
I came out nice...
Not like totally magnificent...
But at least better than the original plain dress...
Lots of thx to my mum and grandma!
[hope my right calf muscle will be better before the actual day :)] -cheryl*
3:04 AM
Friday, November 20, 2009
Wah!
Yest is another tiring day at cheer...
Most of us strained our muscles the day before yest...
So you can imagine it being much more difficult dancing yest...
Well at least it was the situation for me... ;p
I just put the Yoko thingy.. And now my legs are burning!
It's like so hot until I can't sleep!
and today I'm gonna wake up before 8?!
Haiz~
hahax ;)
most probably sleep in sch tmr.. Zzzz~
anyways, I finally bought the materials for my dress today!
It's like totally a mad rush!
And I'm really grateful that my mum helped me with the design after I came back at around 11...
Even though she had her own work to do...
She's the best mum I can ever get!
Tmr she's gonna help me to perfect it with my grandma's sewing machine...
Love her loads!
[see ya all guys! Today! Hahax...] -cheryl*
2:50 AM
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
hi everyone!
i have been searching for my prom dress from mon till today...
and i have found~ nothing! :(
i have been to orchard somerset bugis and woodlands...
i thought that i will finally be able to blog about me getting a prom dress today...
but i have nothing at all...
so i finally decided to use my 10 dollar dress and make it into something a little more fanciful...
i think i would rather go there "under-dress" rather than buying a dress so expensive just for one function...
want to see some nice prom dresses?
i think i better not... or you will say im so "camwhorish" again...
hahax...
[im quite pissed just now.. but too tired to spend it on someone so ass-like... anyways i also vent it out alr...] -cheryl*
10:54 PM
Sunday, November 15, 2009
buah!
actually on fri 'morning' i was thinking a lot before i slept at 5am..
in the end, chem mcq was horrible...
gah! there goes my hope for chem... :(
i was just thinking that it's so fast...
soon, we are all gonna seperate alr...
i thought of the friendship i have...
and mostly the problems this year...
much regret but lots of fun...
gah! and someone is so goddamn irritating!
im so frustrated about it!
i noe my blog is so not like a sec 4's writing...
but who cares!
i will be updating about you all my friends!
soon? :P
[hahax the writing part and the irritating part actually refers to two different things :)] -cheryl*
11:36 AM
hi everybody!
i realised i havent been here for almost 4 months!
today i come here to show you all my new look!
hahax~
before: keep my fringe long enough to pin it up for o's :)
the only pic from my iphone also :P
after: just took it!
i cut my fringe myself! :)
hahax... i guess it will be a very obvious failure if i ever tie my hair up...
i sort of regretted cutting it myself after seeing how bad it was...
but i alter my parting so that i looks better...
i cut it toooooo straight!
hahax if you understand that...
i noe i noe... im so zilian and camwhorish right?
hahax... but no choice right? :P lolz...
even after o's, everyone is still so"busy"...
hahax maybe im just toooo free....
anyways i will be updating my blog until i go korea!
and then i will be back with more pictures!
[i dunno if ppl still read my blog :P] -cheryl*
12:01 AM
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Saturday, June 20, 2009
yest i went into the study room upon hearing flh ji mo bao zou
then my father grinned at me as he noes i like flh...
but then when i turn my head to watch the mv, the kissing scene came out!
then i quickly flee...
lolz...
then my dad gave the 'wth' look...
thinking back, i must have been quite comical...
hahax... or maybe im imagining in it in a comical way :P
[hate 'o' and impromptu stuff... im avoiding them! ><] -cheryl*
6:00 AM
